I am not happy...with the way I am !!!

Everybody will have a dream that they want to be an Engineer, doctor or lawyer or something else. But my dream is to earn more and more money. After so many years of my dream, even today also my dream left as a dream only.

I changed a lot during this time, lost interest in earning money, lost aggression, gained the confidence and coolness. Now, If I looked back to my past, I am not the happy person with the way I am changed during this period.

I can see a lot of variation in the dream and the reality.

I am in Confusion...!!!

I Dont knw whether I made the right decision or wrong decision, but I am in confused state right now. I changed the company to get the self satisfaction both professionally and economically. But now in my mind fear started as like I am moving away from the Oracle Apps which is my dream.

I want to become Oracle Apps Techno Functional guy. For that I want to be strong in Coding part so that I had chosen this job.

Moment reached atlast..........

It was bit emotional and painful to leave the friends here...but to grow myself personally and professionally...I think the step what I took is the right one at the right time.

Next week, my last week in Estuate... the company with which I am having sweet and soar memories to take to my future.

Experience I gained here is more about the communication and presentation rather than hard work or smart work. I may be right or wrong in my views, but I like to be like me forever. I dont have any complaints about my current organization but have some suggestions... which i dont want to tell bcz they are not in a position to take advices.

Hurray ! Time to Switch the Job

Today I am very happy that I got a new Job. I am thrilling about the new environment I am going to work after two months.

I am telling that I am very happy because...to get my first job I made atleast 30 trails(Including 12 in the College Campus). But my second job got in my 5th trail.

Salary is not much more than my existing, but i have confidence that i can learn more subject and can gain better experience as compared to my current one.

One way I was very sad as I am going to leave my collegues(it is correct rather calling them as collegues, it is better to call them as friends...very good friends).

My current job gave me one beautiful gift. i.e Flexibility. I gained the confidence that i can work on any technology that i was kept.

mmm....got the appraisal........

Atlast the time came for me to get the appraisal...........on 1st Feb, 2010 my company announced the Hike.....Now I reached 5 digit Salary per month....This is what I dreamed my career to start with....Anyway past is past we cant change the things already happened but we can mould our career atleast the way we want.

Like January 1st 2009, this year(2010) January 1st, i had taken one good decision ....Keep 10% of my salary as savings. I am also having dream of buying a Bike by this year ending.